There are moments - quiet, raw, and unfiltered - when your heart no longer knows what it wants. The Spotify playlists that once made sense now feel like noise. The friendships that once gave you warmth feel hollow. The mirror reflects someone familiar, but not known.
You are not broken. You are being redirected.
In the whirlwind of curated Instagram lives, busy schedules, and modern-day hustle culture, itās easy to lose touch, not just with yourself, but with your Creator. Emptiness doesn't always stem from a lack of things; sometimes, it arises from a lack of connection.
You might be surrounded by people and still feel isolated. Loved, but still aching. That ache? Itās your fitrah, the natural disposition of your soul, yearning to come home.
āVerily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.ā ā Surah Ar-Raād (13:28)
Itās a verse many of us have heard in passing, on TikTok reels or printed posters. But when youāre lost - truly lost - its meaning hits differently. Itās not just poetic. Itās real. Your heart is searching, and the only place it finds true calm is in divine remembrance.Ā
But letās be honest. The re-direction isnāt always graceful. It's not always a soft background Qur'an and a cup of tea. Sometimes, itās crying in the car after Fajr. Itās feeling guilty for not praying, yet too numb to even raise your hands. Itās scrolling endlessly just to avoid your own thoughts.
And yet, Allah never left you.
The Prophet Muhammad ļ·ŗ once said: āAllah is more joyful with the repentance of His servant than one of you who finds his lost camel in the desert.ā ā Sahih Muslim
That divine joy is waiting for you the moment you turn back. Not when youāre perfect. Not when your prayers are on time or your sins are erased. Just the moment your heart whispers, āYa Allah, I miss You.ā
This isn't about guilt-tripping. This is about grace. Because the beauty of Islam isnāt that you must never fall, itās that every fall can become a sujood, every crack a doorway for divine light to pour in.Ā
Your ālostā feelings are not a failure; theyāre a spiritual compass. Theyāre alerting you to recalibrate.
So what does re-direction look like?
It might be as subtle as turning off your phone before bed and whispering dhikr into the dark. It might be praying two rakāahs of tawbah even if you cried between every ayah. It might be deleting that chat, blocking that number, walking away from what feels good but isnāt good for your soul.
Healing isnāt linear. Neither is faith. But Allah meets you where you are. And more importantlyāHe sees the effort. The struggle. The late-night regrets. The quiet repentance.
āAnd when My servants ask you about Me, indeed I am near. I respond to the call of the caller when he calls upon Me.ā ā Surah Al-Baqarah (2:186)
This isnāt just a reminder. Itās an invitation. Not back to some ideal version of yourself, but back to the One who made you, who knows your heart even when you donāt.
You may feel lost now. But maybe being lost is what you needed. To find what truly matters.
And when your heart finally begins to soften, in that stillness, youāll know:
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